Thursday, November 12, 2015

Absurd is having Hope for Real.


Absurdism, what is it? As best told by Mr. Asil Raees—“when there is no hope.” It suits well, when there is no hope, we create a world of our own imagination. Most of us creates it out of facts and figures we have been known about through what we think as other sources. And keep on believing that with being ambitious to gain certain possesions we can have hope in our life. It is just as much schizophrenic as those psychiatric patients who think that they are living in a different world. They see this world as unreal and some other realm of their imagination to be true.
                The thing is that those patients have got two or more realities to compare, whereas most of us are stuck with just one. We however feels many a times that ‘this or that’(thing/event/thought/person/feeling, all in all reality) could not be real. Imagine you are in a real need of some special person to talk to yoou about something and he/she calls and tells you exactly what you wanted to hear from the bottom of your heart or your innermost self, the real you. And you get that feeling—is it all real?
                What is real? If we get to the quantum level which is still being not understood and which is creating such possibilites that we were mostly not even imagining before. It says we all are basically vibrations of particles and which are actually everything. Implying at the root, at the core, we all are one, rather made oup of same building blocks. And also in the quantum realm there is a possibilty of all the possibilities to be true. Meaning we could be anything and everything at the same time. Its just the same matter manifested in different forms. We just have to get conciouss to what we want to be, how we want our reality to be build, and this is what we actually do all the time.
                There could not be any single reality if there is any. Reality is just imagination. Reality is just a feeling. It is the feeling that tells us that we are alive and living the moment. But do we really live the moments? Do we really understand the moment we are living in or passing by? Do we even know our physical space, the three dimensional space? Do we know all the time whats around us? So how can we confirm that we are living in a real space-time? There are too many questions that condemn this idea of reality to be real. But it still feels real, isn’t it? Because our brain records the memories emotionally and not just factually. It is the brain which is working as a CPU for us to remember things and feel alive. And through these memories we get to make patterns- like what shall happen and what not and create our virtual reality around it.
                If this reality is not real then there is no hpe for humanity. No. First of all what is hope? Hope is the feeling that keeps you running. Its kind of an engine oil. Its not like you cannot run without it, its just it makes your journey easy and smooth. Hope is when you feel that something good is going to happen. Either out of some work that you have done, be it an office job or religiously good deeds or out of nowhere something good will happen, like a miracle. However we don’t hope for miracles. Normally. Miracles are more like a want thing than hope. We want the best or even better to happen, but we always hope that nothing goes wrong.
                Now the thing is that if this reality is unreal, and we not being ascetics are not able to get over it, what should we do? We could always hope for the best. Or we could go absurd, go bizzare, go abstract, make a new perspective, take a different rooute, try to really (however unreal) live a moment—not bound by faiths, not bound by rituals, not bound by the fears or beliefs. We could still learn and develop ourselves into our higher-selves or conciouss-selves to attain the real realism of the Gods.
                By then its just me and my absurd, abstract perspectives to lead me to live and feel alive.

ViE
12th Nov, 2015

4:04am

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